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I had a nap this evening, and when I woke up, I felt some strength and decided to walk to the market all of 1 block away. On this day a considerable excursion it seems. The market, Sprouts, and across the street is a pretty legit .99c store. So I went there instead with good intentions of saving a dollar. Finding nothing but poison, GMO, and sugar I ran screaming went back to Sprouts.
I tried to be the cog in the wheel of the universe for 2 years. Not possible when you are Trans. If you want the same rights as every other woman, let alone man, you have to fight, politicize, and kiss some hairy ass. You have to HUSTLE everything. You are only as good as you … Continue reading Microaggresions, Them vs Us, Transgender in America
I'm tired. As fuck. And I'm broken. And I've been chasing my dreams, but they were not my dreams. They were the dreams of a ghost. Visions and voices in my head of a spirit that haunts me as I speak. That chases me. To this day. And I have screaming tinnitus. And there is … Continue reading PTSD, Transgender, and my Hollywood Hell Ride
Reflections of a Trans Woman
We didn't understand the modern science and psychology that explains our reality as we know it today. The earth was flat and boys kissing boys didn't make babies. That shit scared us. We need babies to work the farm and the horizon was flat.
I just found this draft I never published from Aug 8th 2016 I was 5.5 month on HRT. Its been quite the ride the last few weeks. It all seemed to lead up to my AA meeting tonight somehow. I got home sometime yesterday, or the day before. I dont really remeber from yet another … Continue reading Today I ate a pink cake
I didn't create these ideas. I learned them through listening.
I feel like I need to write a little less about my transition right now. You see all of that is going really smooth. I'm happy, confident, and mostly not experiencing Gender Dysphoria for more than a few hours a week. I'm coming up on nine months on Hormone Replacemnt Therapy. I'm starting to recognize … Continue reading We’re made out of chemicals.
If a person were to ask me, and they have yet to. The question, "what is the one thing you love most about being female ? " The answer clearly for me is pronouns. Trans dysphoria stems from just wanting to be perceived as every other woman. Or, as Laura Jane Grace writes "You just want … Continue reading The Golden Pronoun – Respect a Lady.
I Love my fem self much. Here are 10 reasons. 10. Bitch. Suddenly and without even asking it's not only acceptable to but considered a term of endearment when you address your bitches as Bitch. Bitch can be used in various situations much like Fuck. In fact, it feels as good to say bitch as it does to … Continue reading Top 10 Fem Favs
Maci Jane 